*BrIaNa*

02:21 pm: WoW! it's been forever since i updated with this thing!! i've been so busy! lol this week was fall break! woohoo! it was pretty cool, had a lot of fun at the Judgement House with all my friends...and just basically hung out with people! guess thats it! bye guys!

11:19 pm: !!OuR gAmE rOcKeD!!
tonight was so awesome! 4 of my friends dressed up in white t-shirts with red and yellow writing on them for school spirit and they had on like baseball socks that matched(they didnt wear any shoes just those socks) with shorts and their hair was on the side with a ribbon! and they had war paint on their faces...well me and erin didnt get to dress up with them b/c we werent at melissa's but thats okay cause I still got war paint and me and erin got BeAuTiFuL tatoos on our faces! so we were all standing up cheering the whole time and some ppl got mad but that made us yell even more! but at our next game we are goin ALL out!!!! all of us are going to dress up again and be the best cheerleaders you have ever seen! lol my friends olivia and jonathan are going for the most school spirit award! their gonna get gold and red crocs and wear them to the game and be all dressed up and stuff! lol we played macadory(however you spell it) and my friend that was dressed up ran right infront of the cheerleaders on the other side screaming "woo hoo!! lets go indians!!! rudd rocks!!" it was the most hilarious thing i have ever seen! (i would have run with her, but i wasnt dressed up so it didnt work!) but yeah i guess you could say im really excited about all this!! lol i was still yelling with them and all that stuff so it was cool!(even if 8th grade did lose...o well!) but yeah i guess im gonna go now cause im worn out!!! so ill talk to yo later, im out!

09:06 pm: hey you guys!! im really bored! i have nothin to do cause my brother deserted me!! ( i can so feel the love from him!) lol anyways i guess ill go now! *bYe*

09:00 pm: LiFe SuCkS...
My life really sucks. I don't feel great today so I don't wanna talk! I feel depressed and I'm not sure why. (I know that sounds crazy, but so am I) bye

11:52 am: *hi* this week has been so crazy!! Friday through Sunday was Discipleship Weekend and then i spent the nite with erin monday and tuesday nite!!! lol we had so much fun! but i was supposed to be in atlanta with my brother and his friends going to the Warped Tour but i couldn't so yea! atleast my brother brought me back a CD and t-shirt!! lol when i talked to him he said he didn't but he was just messin with me!! I mite be goin to sixflags but i'm to sure yet! but rite now i have to go cause my brothers friends are here and we're bout to watcha movie! so yea *ByE*

04:11 pm: Most of this week has really sucked. I've been bummed out b/c I found out my best friend can't go on vacation with me b/c she has a family"get together" she has to go to, with family she hasn't seen in a while.

She said that she would try and get them to change it but I doubt they will...that sucks! When I say "a while", I mean like 10 years. Except for a wedding she went to at the end of June and saw all of them. I mean I understand ause I would want to see family too,it just sucks it has to be then!! lol I'm not mad or nothing like that just bummed...

It just really sucks cause now I have to go all the way to Gatlinburg with my brother, Chris,and Morgan(it's a guy)!! Wesley(my brother) said I could hang out with them most of the time, I just have to "give them space" lol or w/e you want to say! But if I have faith maybe they will!!!

Faith is a great thing,lol it's my middle name and something that we all should have! Faith is total trust in God, and I can say that I have faith. My favorite verse about faith in the Bible, is Hebrews 11:1: "Now faith is the substance of things hoped for,the evidence of things not seen." That is a great thing to have faith in God, knowing that you can hand your problems to Him and He'll make everything work out in the end.

Yup lol God is great too! Just knowing that He is always with you and will never leave your side, is just a wonderful feeling. And just being able to hand everything over to him and not have to worry anymore...it's just amazing to me! lol Whenever you feel alone or have nobody to talk to about your problems, God is always there with His arms open wide to comfort and listen to you. It is just really blows my mind sometimes to think that, He gave HIS son for me...that had to be so hard. And then just to watch Him die on that cross,it's just awesome that He loves me tha much to do that!

So I think everything is going ot be OK, even if I am stuck with 3 guys...lol they're great and love me to death!!

It's gone be a busy week, we have revival at our church,and I still have to pack!! lol It stinks that I have to miss 2 nights of preaching cause we're going on vacation, Thursday!!! lol (Holly if you're there take notes for me chick!!) lol I guess I better go and at least start to pack, so I guess I'll talk to you guys later!! *ByE*

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11:17 pm: hey you guys! Holly I was just going to tell you it's ok now but I still need to know your s/n is, or if anyobdy else knows for sure what it is..ya'll can tell me! lol Well I'm really tired so I'm gonna go to bed now! ttyl lyl *ByE*

10:29 pm: *Holly*
hey Holly! I need to know your s/n cause I need to talk to you! Is it the fool4y0u18 or something different? lol I just need it!! lol thanks!! *ByE*

11:31 pm: hey everybody!!! today was awesome! me and my friend went to Spring Valley Beach and it was so much fun!!! lol we went with her mom,dad, and her little cousin katelyn and then met some of their friends while we were there! well me and my friend sorta just "left" them or w/e you wanna say, to do what we wanted and WOW!!! there was like 50 MILLION guys there!! and not only did we stare, we got some really good stares back!!! lol it was awesome! but anyways tonite we wanted to get out so we went to like 3 places to eat but they were all closed for the 4th of July, so we ended up goin to Olive Garden! it was so good but our waiter person was so S....L....O....W....! lol but yea anyways it was great! but i'm really tired now and i'm burnt too, so i think i'm gone go to bed! i'll talk to ya'll guys later!! ByE

10:21 pm: hey everybody!! this week has been so crazy, you don't even know!! monday I had to clean my whole house(pretty big and hard),work at my mom's work and then go home and babysit for like 6 hours! then tuesday I did all that and had to help my brother cut grass, and then tonight I finally got to get some sleep! but then at 5:45 I was at church and found out we were havin a concert!!! (they were awesome by the way! the name is "Refined By Fire" they are GREAT!!) anyways it was all cool but I'm gonna go now cause some things are going on and it's really making me mad so yea...! lol I'll try and tell ya'll more about the concert when I feel better! ttyl ByE


P.S. this is to my friend April and Holly...Chicks you are the best and I love all the good times we've had!! ya'll are great and if you EVER need to talk to anyone about anything you know my number and that I'm ALWAYS here 24/7, if ya'll need me! lol and that concert was GREAT(even if I didnt stand up when you wanted me too April!)! bye chicks I love ya!!

10:46 pm: HeY yOu GuYs! I'm TiReD...lol!
hey everybody! this week so far has been so crazy, but yet fun! we are having VBS (vacation bible school, for those that don't know!) at my church this week and it's been awesome!!! I'm a crew assistant person but i havent really had to do anything tonight cause yea we only had about 4 kids, just in my group! all together we have a total of like i think 70 or 80 kids! it's pretty dog gone awesome! lol but anyways i've been so tired because during the day i have to go to work and babysit like 4 kids of all different ages and WOW is it hard!!! lol I dono what i'm gone do, but I have people supporting me like my crew assistant friends at church! lol but i can't wait till July 14!!!!! that is when i'm goin on vacation and its awesome, only i didnt really wanna go to gatlinburg but o well! as long as i get out of this crummy old house i'll be OK!!! lol its gonna mostly be me,my brother and his friend Chris, and maybe my friend Erin! our parents are goin but yea they can do their own little thing, while we do ours! lol but its gonna be so much fun!! hehehehehe...anyways for somebody who's really tired i'm acting hyper (or crazy) but those of you who know me...crazy could be my middle name but most people say it's "grace"! but anyways! Holly and April ya'll are awesome friends! and its been kool with ya'll at church and all the fun times we had!! Holly i'm gonna miss you since you graduated the youth group and then April will be leaving us too! we've had some great times and i just wanted to let ya'll know i will miss you!!!! ok anyways guys i havent done that much i'm just bored but i think i'm gonna go cause i have to go to work tomorrow! so i will talk to all ya'll later!! *ByE*

12:04 am: hey you guys! i just got back form the beach friday! it was so much fun!! we had to leave earlie though cause of the hurricane thing but i'm glad to be back...i got tired of sleeping on a couch!! but sunday, monday, and tuesday were awesome! me and erin met some guys and they were FINE! lol and they liked us too so it all worked out! but then jake left tuesday and dylan left wednesday! but it was ok...! when i got home i went out shopping adn everything and then yesterday was a blast! lol i had my brother ,bryan,josh,jj,micheal,morgan,trent,josh,tyler,and my cousin erica over at my house and we were havin a blast!! we all went out to the mall and were actin so crazy..and that's when i found out the guy tyler, likes me! lol so everything was goin great! today was busy though...i had so much stuff to do at church and then afterwards was so crazy! but it was all great! i also found out that this other guy mite like me, from bryan talking to him on here, and i dono what to do or say about it! cause i already went out with him once but i dono! but yea its like i dono maybe 12:00 and i'm still up but i'm tired and dont feel like goin to sleep! that sounds crazy but hey, that's me!! lol well i guess i'll talk to ya'll later!*ByE*

09:04 pm: hey you guys! what are ya'll up to...well nothin much here!! This week has been so crazy!!! lol Tuesday nite me and my friends Brook and Erin went to this "bible study" thing that turned in to "let's jump on the trampoline with a 5 year old!!" it was pretty fun until we started doing flips and back-hand-springs and we were sore the next day! then Wednesday nite we went to church and it was awesome! we were learning how to make our youth group grow..and most of us got put on the spot! but then afterwards everything was kool! ppl keep on askin me if i like this guy and i say no and rele don't.and i'm not tryin to put anybody on the spot but i seriously do not like him!!! i'm S0o0o0o0.. happy he is goin out with this other gurl(that turned out her and her friends are very sweet and nice ppl and i'm glad i talk to ya'll) i just wanted to make it straight incase anybody was wondering! lol well that's mostly all that has happened to me so i guess i'll ttyl lyl bYe!

08:50 pm: hey you guys! what are ya'll up to...well nothin much here!! This week has been so crazy!!! lol Tuesday nite me and my friends Brook and Erin went to this "bible study" thing that turned in to "let's jump on the trampoline with a 5 year old!!" it was pretty fun until we started doing flips and back-hand-springs and we were sore the next day! then Wednesday nite we went to church and it was awesome! we were learning how to make our youth group grow..and most of us got put on the spot! but then afterwards everything was kool! ppl keep on askin me if i like this guy and i say no and rele don't.and i'm not tryin to put anybody on the spot but i seriously do not like him!!! i'm S0o0o0o0.. happy he is goin out with this other gurl(that turned out her and her friends are very sweet and nice ppl and i'm glad i talk to ya'll) i just wanted to make it straight incase anybody was wondering! lol well that's mostly all that has happened to me so i guess i'll ttyl lyl bYe!

07:53 pm: Discipleship Weekend......RELENTLESS!!!
hey ya'll!! omg Friday,Saturday,and Sunday were the funnest days ever!! at my church (B.S.O.P.) we had a discipleship weekend! it's were you stay at ppl houses for a whole weekend and we have fun,play games,learn about God and have the opportunity to get to know ppl better!! we always have a topic,this time our topic was "relentless"! i dont know if any of you know what that means but in the shortest terms it means "never to stop"! this weekend me and my friends learned how to be relentless! we got these AWESOME t-shirts,and on the back they say "I'm relentless because HE was!" now i dont know if you get that or not but it's tryin to say that Jesus was relentless and if your a christian,you should want to be relentless like him or follow in his footsteps! our youth pastor,Pastor Michael, did a GREAT job teaching us this weekend! here are 4 things you have to remember to be relentless....delight yourself in God,humble yourself,change your attitude,and serve Him!!! now you may think that is rele easy but let me tell you it can be harder than you think!! you can just be like "ok my life is changed...i go to church i pray and read my Bible..my life is forever changed..ppl should know i'm a christian now!" it's not that simple..lol...it's sort of like havin a job in a way..you have to work at your job to be succesfull..well you have to work at it to be in a relationship with God! you don't to just bond with God..you want to have sumthin special like a relationship and be intaimate with him! well that's all i rele have to say..sry if i sounded like i was preachin! lol i'll ttyl bye!

10:23 pm: I was at erin's house today! we were plannin on goin to the movies but it sorta kinda didnt work out!! we've been bored all day long!!! her parents left we were on the phone adn then they brought us food!! that was mostly it...so bye i guess! lol